We're all going on a summer holiday...

Wow over a month since I posted. I have been struggling with keeping my head above water, especially around my cycle. I went to the Dr in an absolute mess, and I am now trying a medication for two weeks during the cycle while I am ovulating. She thinks I have PMDD. Think PMS but with dynamite added. My depressive symptoms were really bad, but only for those two weeks. The other two weeks of the month I am fine.

I apologised to Miss S the other day for yelling and growling, saying I did not mean to take it out on her...I get back thats' ok Mum I'm used to it. OUCH. Just twist and drive that knife a little deeper into my scarred heart. There was no malice there on her behalf but boy did that hurt. I can't keep living like this, nor can the family.

I have not even been able to get motivated to use the sewing machine or do any of my craft...I should have heard the alarm bells then.

On the bright side of life, I paid for our travel insurance today, the plane tickets will be next week.....so our big holiday is going ahead....finally, it is becoming real.

Now if the kids would just stop costing us a small fortune with their teeth. Sarah had to have 3 teeth out this week. Zach needs to have 5 teeth out soon, and next year the will both have to have palate spreaders in to help re size their palates to fit the adult teeth in........heck either we are going to have to sell the kids to pay for it or our holiday loan is going to have to include $$$ for the orthodontist.